The widow of late Nirvana legend Kurt Cobain, Courtney Love has given her followers the high sign that she will disclose the flip side of the coin about her relationship with Cobain in her upcoming book project.

The beautiful actress and the lead vocalist of the alternative rock band Hole, Courtney Love has come up with some great news that will rejoice her fans who appreciate her writing skills and authorship, as well as the ones who look forward to hearing more about her other than the mainstream media news.

While giving an update about her cozy life by the Thames, working with her Buddhist teacher David Miles, Love has made an unexpected announcement by saying the book she has been writing for a while now is halfway done.

She unveiled the fact that she had hidden so many ugly things in the book and is getting ready to let her fans know the ugly loser sides of things. Courtney said that many of us think she’s from Seattle, married Kurt and that is the story of her life. However, there’s more about her survival process and her decision to taking the right risks, she said.

As you may know, Courtney Love has released her memoir titled, ‘Dirty Blonde: The Diaries of Courtney Love,’ in October 2006 by Faber & Faber. The book, which contains journal entries, letters, handwritten song lyrics, artwork, school, and juvenile hall entries, and photographs, also include a suicide-note-like apology letter addressed to deceased husband Kurt Cobain and daughter Frances Bean.

Here’s what Courtney Love said in her recent Instagram post:

“Bell 🛎 learning lotus sutra from my Buddhist teacher David Miles at fabulous and perfect wellness by the Thames Cliveden House. She’s chanting that I’ll give in and give her Tripe (oh you English and your stinky meats sometimes!) but it does give her more energy.

Brighter eyes. Shinier fur. So she has won! We immersed ourselves in Buddhist study and diamoku. (you try 3 hours of Nam myoho renge kyo a day! I dare you!) and came out of it so much better.

Closer to the 8th consciousness, and sensei and nichirens goshos! Which is magic. It’s time now to work. Finish that album and finish this book (it’s halfway done) I had hidden so many ugly things in the book, but decided you will all benefit far more, as will our karma for you to know the ugly loser sides of things.

And how (always with the lotus sutra) I got out of them. Using the strength of my life force and the strategy of the lotus sutra. You know many of my glam fab stuff, and then some of you don’t! And shockingly to me, many of you think I’m from Seattle, married Kurt and that is the story of my life.”

She continued:

“It’s bizarre that that is what is the main headline. (the main headline is of course Frances Bean Cobain) people don’t know I lived in Dublin, Liverpool, New Zealand, had extremely rich grandparents in San Francisco, spent years in juvie but equal to years in fancy boarding schools.

Anyway. We’ll see, won’t we? I want you to learn to take the right risks. Some we can’t take again (get a van, tour 2-bit towns with guys screaming ‘Freebird’ at you in a dive bar) but some like screaming and speaking your true self…

These are crucial to know. Anyway. Bell gets her damned stinky tripe. If you’re American. Don’t ask.”

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Bell 🛎 learning lotus sutra from @effingart my Buddhist teacher David miles at fabulous and perfect wellness by the Thames @clivedenhouse. She’s chanting that I’ll give in and give her Tripe ( oh you English and your stinky meats sometimes !) but it does give her more energy . Brighter eyes. Shinier fur. So she has won! We immersed ourselves in Buddhist study and diamoku ( you try 3 hours of Nam myoho renge kyo a day ! I dare you !) and came out of it so much better . Closer to the 8th consciousness , and sensei and nichirens goshos ! Which are magic . It’s time now to WORK . Finish that album and finish this book (it’s halfway done) I had hid so many ugly things in the book , but decided you will all benefit far more , as will our karma for you to know the ugly loser sides of things . And how ( always with the lotus sutra ) I got out of them. Using the strength of my my life force and the strategy of the lotus sutra . . You know many of my glam fab stuff , and then some of you don’t ! and shockingly to me , many of you think I’m from Seattle , married kurt and that is the story of my life . It’s bizarre that that is what is the main headline . ( the main headline is of course Frances bean cobain ) people don’t know I lived in Dublin, Liverpool, New Zealand, had extremely rich grandparents in San Francisco , spent years in juvie but equal to years in fancy boarding schools . Anyway . We’ll see won’t we ? I want you to learn to take the right risks . Some we can’t take again ( get a van , tour 2 bit towns with guys screaming “ freebird ” at you in a dive bar) but some like screaming and speaking your true self …. these are crucial to know . Anyway . Bell gets her damned stinky tripe. If you’re american . Don’t ask .

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