Korn frontman Jonathan Davis spoke in an interview with Aftershock and revealed how he deal with the things that go on in his life.

On September 12, Jonathan Davis had performed the first live performance after his wife, Deven Jonathan’s death. During the gig, Davis broke down in tears at points throughout the set, including once as the band performed the song “4U”.

Davis paused for several seconds before telling the crowd,

“This is my wife’s favorite song. I’m sorry.”

In a recent interview with Aftershock, interviewer mentioned about this “really emotional moment” and Davis responded:

“It’s what I do, man. It’s how I deal with things that go on in my life. Out here is my therapy — playing for people is my therapy.”

You can watch the entire interview from below.