Famous rock singer and actress who is also known as Kurt Cobain’s widow, Courtney Love, shared a post on her official Instagram account and had confessions to make.

She shared a photo of the band Hole she formed in 1989 as well as a photo of Britney Spears and explained why she was cleaning out her account:

“Cleaning up this account the other night was the most humbling, triggering, incandescent, horrible 10 hours I have spent in sobriety. I didn’t run & couldn’t face reading this account.”

Accepting her drug addiction problem that prevented her from acknowledging the things happening around her, she said:

“I DID, get picked up, from my house on sunset plaza, stuffed with Xanax / Booze (maybe cocaine If I’d been ”good”) and told to “shut it” and stand next to f*ck knows who, f*ck knows where, posed with zonked, dead eyes, and blurred in narcotic sulfur (that, I did and said anything to feed.)”

Love explained why she deleted many posts on her Instagram account and said:

“We deleted a lot on this account, dug up hashtags, on teen stars(!), found side hustles the person running the account as me would demand goods and services for.

And would (obsessively, sometimes, even romantically) dm other “celebs“ (again lots of, teen stars, reality people, bands I don’t know, cartoon characters) as me.”

She also commented on the posts about Kurt Cobain:

“The Kurt content blew my mind. It’s Tuesday? They’d put up a photo of Kurt.
I’m fine with my occasional public acknowledgment of Kurt.

But this next level pandering, frankly living up to the worst sh*t said about me? No wonder people think it’s ok to simply bring him up to me, with no respect.”

She made it clear that it was her who was running her Instagram page from now on:

“This Instagram is who I am to you. In social media terms. And I’m real ashamed. I’m so sorry everyone.”

You can check out Courtney Love’s Instagram post below.

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(Part 1) #1, Hole , front row, 90s ( #2, @courtneylove account , deleted , Britney Spears “hot bod” post ) .cleaning up this account the other night was the most humbling , triggering, incandescent, horrible , 10 hours I have spent in sobriety,, I didn’t run & couldn’t face reading this account . I had no agency over my public persona . ( or my private Before August 11 2018 if I texted- emailed it was generally not me , if so , it was copied , and often embellished if other parties had any profit /interest in my relationships . ) I didn’t write the bizzare captions, , toadying hashtags, ass kissing on here – a huge amends to anyone who hung out with me who had to read that shit. Those aren’t my values . what values ? Looks like I didn’t have a pulse . I DID, get picked up , from my house on sunset plaza , stuffed with Xanax / Booze( maybe cocaine If I’d been” good” ) and told to “shut it” and stand next to fuck knows who , fuck knows where , posed with zonked , dead eyes , and blurred in narcotic sulfur (that , I did and said anything to feed . My habit was next level massive )with out a real idea how important Instagram is, ( not that I’d have cared) . Once these photos were obtained I was free to pass out for another week or so , My services were not needed . And that? Was My Rich , textured, sexy , glamourous , wretched , life . . we deleted a lot on this account , dug up hashtags , on teen stars(!) , found side hustles the person running the account as me would demand goods and services for . and would ( obsessively , sometimes , even romantically ) dm other “ celebs “ ( again lots of , teen stars, reality people, bands I don’t know , cartoon characters) as me. ( but on occasion people I know ) . the Kurt content blew my mind . It’s Tuesday ? They’d put up a photo of Kurt . I’m fine with my occasional public acknowledgment of Kurt . . But this next level pandering, , frankly living up to the worst shit said about me ? No wonder people think it’s ok to simply bring him up to me , with no respect . Or formality . . This Instagram , is who I am to you . In social media terms . … And I’m real ashamed. I’m so sorry everyone

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