On Instagram, Queen guitarist Brian May has expressed his feelings about his last Valentine’s day. He wrote that ‘I was too depressed to go near social media.’

Here’s the statement:

I apologise for not wishing you all Happy Valentine’s Day. I hope you all had a good one. I was too depressed to go near social media. Anybody else know that feeling? I had probably the most miserable V day of my whole life.

Owing to a diary oversight I was alone all day, and really couldn’t face going out to eat on my own. So I cooked up what was in the fridge, forced it down, and drowned in E-mails all night. I do NOT want sympathy, so please don’t give me any. But now you know that this particular rock star does not have a magically perfect life.

Maybe that’s a useful thing to know. Today, yesterday is over, and its dull pain is fading, so I thought I’d venture out. Hope you guys are all setting a better example than me ! Let’s share this gibbous Moon (it’s up there right now) and celebrate that we have a Moon to light up our darkness.

I have long thought that the fact that we have a moon of the exact size that can cover the face of the Sun so perfectly may have something to do with the fact that we – Earthly life – exist. But that’s just my enthusiastic amateur astronomer’s view.

I’ve never heard any other astronomer express that view. The mysteries and beauty of the night sky give me hope – hope that my own impossibilities are very small in comparison. The trouble is, believing it is one thing – but FEELING it is another altogether. Have a great weekend, folks. Bri —- PS Just so you know – cos I didn’t, for ages – ‘GIBBOUS’ is pronounced with a ‘g’ as in “give”’ – not as in “gin”. 🌔🌖”

A fan named Ellie Spare wrote to Brian:

“I wish I didn’t have adhd because I would really love to become an astronominor and see the universe in ways no one else could see. Find amazing things, have my name known. I love that thought I just wish I could concentrate. I’m going to go to school on Monday and concentrate in science English and maths so I can live my dream <3”

Brian responded:

“You will win this, friend ! When you lock on to the thing you are most passionate about, you will not have to worry about concentrating !!!”

You can see his Instagram post below.

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Tonight our very own Moon is ‘gibbous’ – meaning its phase – its illumination – is somewhere between half and full, as seen from Earth. My telescope – on my roof in town – is dusty these days, but it still works OK – and I was able to hold my iPhone 6 Plus up against the eyepiece to get this picture. It’s a little tricky, and what I’m NOT showing you is all the failures I took before I got lucky with this one ! 😳. I apologise for not wishing you all Happy Valentine’s Day. I hope you all had a good one. I was too depressed to go near social media. Anybody else know that feeling ? I had probably the most miserable V day of my whole life. Owing to a diary oversight I was alone all day, and really couldn’t face going out to eat on my own. So I cooked up what was in the fridge, forced it down, and drowned in E-mails all night. I do NOT want sympathy, so please don’t give me any. But now you know that this particular rock star does not have a magically perfect life. Maybe that’s a useful thing to know. Today, yesterday is over, and its dull pain is fading, so I thought I’d venture out. Hope you guys are all setting a better example than me ! Let’s share this gibbous Moon (it’s up there right now) and celebrate that we have a Moon to light up our darkness. I have long thought that the fact that we have a moon of the exact size that can cover the face of the Sun so perfectly may have something to do with the fact that we – Earthly life – exist. But that’s just my enthusiastic amateur astronomer’s view. I’ve never heard any other astronomer express that view. The mysteries and beauty of the night sky give me hope – hope that my own impossibilities are very small in comparison. The trouble is, believing it is one thing – but FEELING it is another altogether. Have a great weekend, folks. Bri —- PS Just so you know – cos I didn’t, for ages – ‘GIBBOUS’ is pronounced with a ‘g’ as in “give”’ – not as in “gin”. 🌔🌖

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